i really want to cry at the moment and i have no idea why, i have everything i could ask for at the moment, a holiday coming up, the greatest friends in the world, work that i actually enjoy completing, goals i know i can achieve, GOOD FOOD in the house, i’m sticking to things and i’m laughing so much with underage festival coming on friday too

i think i know what i’m missing but i’ll never have it and that really does make me upset but i don’t want to think about it because at the moment i’m happy with what’s happening

plus i’ve had bombay bicycle club on all day apart from once when i wanted to show my mum the horrible histories who’s bad video, and all of that cheers me up loads